5.30.2009

Bald Dreams

I have a hair fetish. Or, more precisely, I have a fetish that involves me being bald. Totally bald. Slick, smooth, shiny bald. When I'm being fucked I think about being forced to shave my head every day (or twice a day) for the rest of my life, and that usually does it for me.
I spent a large part of my life with very long hair. Nobody ever told me that I was pretty, only that I had pretty hair. In my adult life I became more adventurous and the last ten years have seen me with longish hair, short hair, very short hair, and for the last two years, I've had a very short buzz cut or I've been shaved completely bald. Funny enough, hair is something that society associates with beauty but now I hear all the time that I'm beautiful.
I have a new(ish) boyfriend who has not seen me with hair more than an inch and a half long except in photos. He loves me with a smooth scalp, thinks that I am way too hot to be with him, is proud to show off his shaved girlfriend, but he misses the feel of hair. I wasted no time shaving his head when we first started dating so he can't just run his fingers through his own hair, and I kind of feel like I owe him something for forcing my kink on him. I love being bald, but he is worth letting my hair grow for awhile.
He knows that I expect him to bring back his bald slut, but for now I'm alright with that slut staying in the background. Plus, it turns me on to no extent that he is in charge of my hair and that he could tie me up and clip it all off with no warning and no permission. I like the idea of being shaved bald, and having no say in the matter, when I have a haircut I really like.
Letting my hair grow doesn't mean that I'm going to shirk the fetish and that I'm not still going to scour YouTube for videos of women being punished with drastic haircuts or being forced to shave their heads; For me, these videos are better than lesbian threesome videos are for others.
I know that more of us are out there, and I hope that you will find me and share your stories with me.