Bald Birthday

My birthday is next month and boyfriend keeps asking me what I want to do for my birthday. I really want him to shave my head, but I don't like being bald in the summer (there's nothing to keep sweat from running onto your face), and I'm actually kind of liking the idea of letting my hair grow. Only part of that is the thought of how awesome it will be to get rid of it when it does get longer. A lot of it is the memory of how my hair looked and felt when it was longer.

I feel like I'm betraying myself. I feel like I'm making my desire to be bald forever into a farce.